Baby Calling….

It has been three months since my last failed IVF treatment. For the majority of those three months, I have been focusing on my scuba diving and anything else really. But yesterday, my… Read More →

Perfect little one….

I had this epiphany last night which just popped into my head out of nowhere. I was thinking about my struggles to have a child; the five attempts at IVF, the 57 eggs which were… Read More →

I’m a pill popper!

Life before my bipolar diagnoses saw me being pill free! I wouldn’t even take a Panadol if I could get by without it. How the world has changed! I now take at least… Read More →

What were they thinking?

With the surname of “Meh” is can be very difficult to find a christian name that goes well with this name. The surname is often pronounced as “me” but is in fact said… Read More →

Where did my innocence go?

Before the hubster and I started the long journey to trying to have a child, we married thinking that we would never have children. Our lives would be full with our fur-kid. I… Read More →

Day31: 13dp3dt – I need a miracle

This morning I have cried a river. The HPT is not getting any stronger and results are only the faintest of faint lines. This seems to be an exact replica of my 2010… Read More →

Day 30: 12dp3dt – Tears and Kisses

Today I have been feeling a little bit low. I am so scared that this round of IVF has not worked. There is no real reason for this fear, I just couldn’t hold… Read More →

Day 29: 11dp3dt – One month down!!

Today my embryo/s will be two weeks old – but I would be considered one month pregnant (already!!!) That means, I could be having a baby in eight months. In fact, my due… Read More →

Day 28: 10dp3dt – A dedication to the urine of pregnant women.

Today I gave myself what I believe to be the last ever injection of Pregnyl. As stated in one of my previous posts, Pregnyl is a concentrated form of hCG and is synthetically… Read More →

Day 26: 8dp3dt – Cells and Sales

Everyday I have been researching what DOT and SPOT would be up to if all is going well. I can not help but shake my head at what is the miracle of human… Read More →