What were they thinking?

With the surname of “Meh” is can be very difficult to find a christian name that goes well with this name. The surname is often pronounced as “me” but is in fact said… Read More →

Where did my innocence go?

Before the hubster and I started the long journey to trying to have a child, we married thinking that we would never have children. Our lives would be full with our fur-kid. I… Read More →

Day 32: 14dp3dt – A reminder!

The pain of losing a dream can never be fully understood. Today, I let go. My dream of a child from my own flesh along with that of my husband will not be.… Read More →

Day 30: 12dp3dt – Tears and Kisses

Today I have been feeling a little bit low. I am so scared that this round of IVF has not worked. There is no real reason for this fear, I just couldn’t hold… Read More →

Day 19: 1dp3dt – Calm on the western front

1dp3dt = One day past three-day transfer. Those in the IVF circle have many acronyms to describe the hell we go through, but we would often do it all over again just for… Read More →

On a roller-coaster ride with God

When I was born, I was a little miracle for my parents. My mother, from a very strong Pentecostal family and my father, from a strong Methodist family were grateful to God for… Read More →