It has been a few months now since thoughts of you have kept me awake, yet tonight your presence is so strong. I have been thinking of you pretty much all day, so I guess it’s no surprise that you would be in my thoughts tonight and early this morning. I
am not sure if it is because I am soon coming to your neck of the woods and hoping that we may bump into one another, but every part of me is calling out for you today. I hate that I can not just forget about you. I know I love you, I know that I didn’t get the
chance to say goodbye properly, but that’s it.
Jusmeh, I am telling you right now, nothing good can come of pursuing this any further. He is not worth all of what you are putting yourself through. Go to bed and lie next to your husband!